Oh, so it's only been over 4 years since I have posted anything here. I don't even think anyone follows this blog (or ever did for that matter). It just feels nice to have things out of my mind and into print. I have tried writing them down pen and paper style but my hand can't quite keep up with the things that my mind spits out.
Life is a crazy amount of different from 4+ years ago. The boys and I are living on our own in Exeter. I split from Isaac in September 2014. Oh, and add another boy to the list. Evan was born in November 2013 making him about 21 months right now.
Evan had his first hair cut today. He lost his long hair at the back and generally looks like a little boy now instead of a baby.
Austin (yes, the boy down there pretending to feed "Jaybob") is about to start Grade 1. Owen is about to start Junior Kindergarten. Less then 2 weeks until the schedule and routine of school starts up again. It will be nice to have the structure back in our lives.
Life is generally chaotic most of the time. Things are difficult and challenging. I am physically, mentally and emotionally drained. I often wish I had a magic ball that would show me my life 3 months or a year down the road, just so that I know things will work out for the best.